Okay, so CAMHS called and rearranged my appointment to today at 2 ‘o’ clock. I’m quite glad because I really needed it. Going to tell them these tablets aren’t working. They will probably just bump up the dose which won’t work, I know it won’t. It didn’t before, so why do they think it will now.
I want them to try me on mood stabilisers but I know they won’t. Which frustrates me because NOTHING ELSE HAS WORKED. I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING.
When I was younger, I thought the world was a nice rosy place and that I would grow up to be happy. I was so oblivious. I’m not happy, and I don’t know if I ever will be.