The brink has been reached. I feel like I’m on the edge of the cliff, and the wind is pushing me further and further towards the edge. It feels like it’s only a matter of time before everything crashes and burns completely.
I feel like I’m suffocating, and there’s not enough oxygen for me to breathe. Everyone around me is living their lives, and I’m stuck in this intoxicating black hole that won’t release me from it’s clutches and I’m just clinging on to the edge for dear life.
I’m in a very metaphorical mood today, if you hadn’t noticed. They’re just the only way to describe my true feelings. No words seem to match the emotions that are whirling around in my chest.
I’m falling deeper and deeper everyday, and I don’t know how to stop.